Crackin' Up

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This is the prequel to 48 Hours. That's all I can tell you.


Okay, I'll admit it
I'm losing it
Don't know where my marbles
Ran off to
They're missing
It feels like
All the good parts of my life
Got a life sentence
Put in work
Wanna come in first
End up with honorable mention
My sanity
Has gone fishing
My personality's splitting
My baby girl
Has noticed I've been
Acting kinda suspicious
My right brain
Has strayed from me
I'm just making
Wrong decisions
I'd ask you
To pray for me
But that's wasting
One of your wishes
I swear to god
You don't get it
I've come to this
Everyday I can't concentrate
I'm less of all of my senses
I'm deficient
I'm not strong enough
To take anymore
Lord knows
There's not enough spinach
My reputation
And expectations
Low as my defenses
I'm feeling like
I should end it
I think I need
A prescription
Can you give me tons
Of depression drugs
Psych naw
You know I'm just kidding
Plus none of this
Is your business
Looks like this session
Is finished
But thank you, doctor
For listening


from Tears of Joy, released November 3, 2013
Lyrics by Rufio Jones
Produced by ILLingsworth
Cover photo by Jason Matthews


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I'm a man that used to be a kid that tries to revisit those times through song.

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